Hello guys,

Sorry for not updating for a long time...well thanks to the Internet service providers our internet speed is going to be crappy another decade...so im not bothered to take a better package that does not deliver...well in 2020 you can look back and say ..emm...one thing has not change ...WHT...the DAMN internet speed...

I got so sick with maxis broadband...believe me i was using there highest speed...which of cause is at the best service only if its not raining or when you don't have many users flooding the damn server.....So I disconnected...

well this is very short...had to write in 2 mins, got to work now....look at the time of the post..5am..ya...

you are still sleeping....if there is spelling error dont bother  to give a shit...ok...cheers

Does it really matter if you are black or white,

Does it really matter if I wait just awhile,

Why should we hide form who we are,

Don’t wear a mask just carry my masters cross,

He would lead you to the green pastures,

He will give you peace and all earthly treasures,

Just obey His greaters commandment,

Which is to love Thy God with all you heart, with all your soul and mind,

Second love your neighbor as yourself.

My father does it matter if tears never run dry,

Does it matter if I had faith that never grow,

If I had no mercy for the poor,

Does it matter if I die today or tomorrow,

Sin was just killing, purity is just suffering,

Why lord do you put your servants to test,

Why give us so much of stress,

My heart father cries out sos,

Help me father coz I just don’t know how to advise in your word,

I have been to long consumed by the worldly methods,

I humbly come before You father, for My love ones who need your grace and mercy,

Lord, shine your light in the darkness alley in our life’s,

So that we can be the light and the salt to the ends of the world,

Father does it matter, does it matter anymore,

Father what else would you do that we would stop our greed,

Your son has come, murdered by this human flesh that you created,

I thank you that you did not destroy us, I only pray that our eyes will be open.

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 My Prayer today ...

Forgive me lord for anger has controlled me, forgive me lord that I have sinned,

Forgive me father that I cant be stronger, help me father, coz all I have is faith in you…and thts all I have…and thts all I need to life for…if I have come this far in life…then there is no reason for me not to have faith that you are the king of kings and the lords of lords who feeds the ravens everyday, day and night. If lord U are so careful with the details of your creation…we the human made in your own image, your breath of life…would you not care much more… even when I hated your word and when I did not care about you…you still cared…you still should me love…show your love to them….pour your anointing into their life…show them what is their great commission lord; Lord I know who I am and what you made me to be…if im not fulfilling your call forgive me father…amen…

 Lord as I change in you, help me to understand myself, help me Lord to put down my idols and walk into your presence. God of David and of Jacob, into you I commit my soul into your hands I commit this body, lead me in your path of righteousness. Lord I pray you show me your way, give me the passion to share your love and glory, give me the Wisdom of Solomon lord to help the broken and the needy. Father in heaven help me to love you more and more everyday…Lord let your word lead me and not my heart…

Father I commit my Life into your hands, because even this breath I take does not belong to me, its all yours, and if you want it you can take it Father…you decided for me Lord, I surrender all…Sometimes father I wonder why you Procrastinate, but when I think properly, you have a perfect timing for everything. I see from the times of the Bible till up to today, many people want their parents to bless them like Jacob…I don’t have that part of me and you said you are a father to the fatherless…Lord you said you will take care people like me, so by faith I put my trust in you. You said “if anyone has faith as small as the master seed you can move that mountain”. So this is my prayer Lord

Into Thy Hands I commit Lord,

Into Thy hands I surrender this soul,

my heart is weak and contented,

my path is pitch dark and tormented

I surrender all to u lord,

I don’t know the future for told

I can only have faith in you

Thank you father for your love,

Thank for your mercy in my life...

Amen…